Sad day/Good Day

Today was a hard day filled with challenges and triumph.  This morning I had my 6 month apt with my oncologist.  It has been 4 1/2 years since I had cancer.  Even though it has been so long I still have so much anxiety over these apt's. First was the pelvic exam w/ Dr. Hoogerland, everything was good. Next bloodwork.  Since my apt was early in the day I was able to call late this afternoon and get results-Good news as well.  So much relief.  Also today Aubrey had her stitches taken out.  Again she was a very brave girl and sat like a champ for the doctor.  Now to keep her calm for the next couple weeks so she doesn't split the wound open.  Mama would not do well with that:)  Worst thing of all today, was news that my cousin Nicole was in ICU for an overdose.  She attempted to take her life last night.  Very sad day.  She is improving and it looks like she will pull through which is an obvious relief, but leaves so much pain and sadness for her and her family.  I am so sad for her kids.  They are only 8 and 10, and must be so worried and confused.  Nicole has battled many female diseases, that are quite painful and had just had enough, so we suspect.  I have had a huge pit in my stomach all day just worrying about her and her kids.  I really pray tomorrow is good news and that she is out of the woods.  I hope they are also able to help her heal in many other ways!