Denver

Well I still can't seem to get it together enough and blog every night.  We have been living in Denver for less than a week, and I am really really sad.  I don't want to be here.  I want to go back to the place where my girls had too many friends and a great school, and papa around to take them to dinner every week.  I am very homesick, and Makenna is as well, which just breaks my heart.  We are considering moving back, at the expense of looking like complete fools.   I just don't want to mess up my girls!  I want to do the right thing.  I'm afraid if I wait it out a year, and still unhappy, to move them again, after they have made some roots here would be totally unfair.  If we decide to go back it has to happen quickly, which is scary! Will Tony find a job there? Can we get the house in Thornton sold?  Bottom line, above all, Love my girls more than anything, and never want to see them hurting like this again!  Tonight my heart aches with decisions that have to be made.